The first is the easiest, it’s the one you always wanted to make, it contains your most precious rifts; ideas that you’ve cherished for years that now have form. You love this album.
The second was a mixed bag to produce. It held onto the themes of the first but didn’t repeat them, it wasn’t a tribute album, and you avoided the risk of the indulgent concept album – indeed you love this as much as you do your firstborn.
Album number three was a difficult child. She had all the proceeding baggage of one and two but needed to be both fresh and comforting at the same time. It could expand, but couldn’t really deviate too much lest you lost all that was good about one and two. She worked hard with these songs, this album was forever in the studio being remixed, but yeah you love this one too.
Number four is a difficult wayward child. This wants so very much to be the debut album that it cannot be. This collection of songs should easily build on what has gone before, the difficult ground has been broken, the hard sweat and toil to create a theme achieved. It wants to tell the world about the gaps and edits in the albums one to three, it wants to avoid self-indulgence, but it so badly wants to expand the narrative and add depth…
Yet Thursday’s child she has so very far to go.
They’re not albums I know, they are books.
I’ve tried to cover some major themes with each book.
Thomas Payne was the fast-paced chase movie about revenge.
Magic was the dark tale of cruelty and love.
Gotham, this is loss, this is suffocation and sadness.
Prison is revenge, it is wrapping three into the fourth, but it isn’t the end. It is a chase movie about revenge, it is a tale of lost love, it is also so much more.
And maybe that’s the problem.
Maybe pulling all those tales into this one book is the reason I’m struggling to get over this metaphorical hump.
Maybe it’s because I know with this tale the differences between the good guys and the mustachio twirling baddies isn’t so clear cut.
In this book we have good people following the system, doing their lawful job but delivering injustice as they do.
Maybe this is the book the others should have been?
I’ve broken 50,000 so that must be a good thing.
I know what I want to happen – it is just that perennial problem of a fast mind and slow keys…
Knowing the problem is the first step to finding a solution.
Accepting procrastination is what it is, is indeed another leap towards salvation.
Over analysis has blighted this book.
Maybe I’ll just type away and let the cards fall where they will?
Wish me luck!