Yes, another musical reference – this time we are nodding towards those indie rascals Babyshambles!
So, despondent we indeed were.
The shadows of self-doubt were indeed dominant.
An eclipse was in process.
I was, and I remain, more annoyed at myself for my reaction than I do towards a legitimate and polite rejection.
We also have to remember why it is we are doing this.
This isn’t a job, this is a hobby, something we enjoy – if we lose sight of that anything and that may flow would be pointless; I already have a job that I’m not too enamored about…
We hope that my escapism may one day become enjoyable distraction for others, but if not, then the first principle must remain true – we must be happy in our work!
[Image] A frantically typing Jack Nicholson “All work and no play etc. etc….”
So the buoy has bobbed, the post fall bounce has happened, the sulk is indeed over!
We’ve also gone back to re-write (changed the plot) of book three. It wasn’t the coherent narrative I was after, and so back we have indeed gone and simplified and focused things – naturally we have kept all the original drafts just in case we (again) change our minds.
So, yeah, that’s it.
Was feeling a bit ‘meah’, but we are okay now.
Anyhow, big empty auditorium, thanks for listening!
Something something flip side, something something smoke me a kipper….